`Tuesday, October 04, 2005;__
Exams are here and i'm not even revisinsg.
not doin any revisions. and today's MT paper
was rather tough. both paper 1 & 2.
well i just hope to get an A1.
The day before my MT paper i was still
chattin on webcam with my relatives
in Japan and China. so basically i didnt
do much revisions. hais. regrets.
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I've always wanted to check ur HP
but i always dont get the chance to.
u hold ur HP so tightly as if it worths
a million bucks. yesterday i
finally get the opportunity to do so.
i switched on ur phone my hands were
shivering. wondering should i press further
in or not. i decided to press further.
and i went to look for ur msg nth much
there. so i checked the MMS. u will nvr noe
how i feel at tt moment. i felt so weak, so hard
to breathe and yet i gotta pretend everythings
alright. i saw things tt breaks my heart. i hear
things that i dont wish to hear. and wads more
i hate to see whatever is inside. i tot life is gettin
better these days but never did i expect the worst
is yet to come. i'm disappointed -VERY-
hatreds started to grow inside of me.
[Dont blame me]
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 9:46 AM;__
